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[27 Dec 2006|01:55am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

so, i wanna wish everyone a lovely belated christmas.  mine was okay.. but its only half over.  the rest of christmas will be tomorrow (except for when dad comes over sometime later this week).   i had fun mostly hanging out with my cousin arielle.. she always entertains me at family functions.  haha.. im counting on her to do the same tomorrow.  :)

tonight was amazing, as well.  hung out with molly, randomly saw jonathan, rick, and joey.. and ashley g all outside of best buy/b&n.  yeah.  it was weird.  then molly and i went over to the mall and ran into jamie... walked around for a while and decided to head over to top china buffet.  yes sir.  we got take out cause it tastes better that way... AND they gave us our sodas in tupperware containers.  yeah, NOT KIDDING!   hahahaha.  then we headed for a valley ride.  gosh, i love those girls.

good night, good night. 

1 cow // crossed the road

[10 Nov 2006|12:45pm]
[ mood | sick ]

meh. i hate being sick. my throat hurts so bad that i cant eat any solid foods... so mom and i are going out to get some soup in a little bit. i skipped work today to go to the doctor.. and she said that if i dont get better with amoxicillin to call her.. because it looks like i could have mono. WHAT THE HECK! mono is bad news.. cause thatll keep me outta work for a few weeks.. and i need money. MEH! im worried.

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[18 Oct 2006|03:36pm]
[ mood | in pain. ]

peeing blood is no fun.

thats all i have to say.

i guess the procedure went okay... aside from the IV being in my hand for so long and me almost throwing up due to the anxiety that having a needle in my hand for an hour and a half caused. yeah.. it was alright.

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[17 Oct 2006|11:01pm]
[ mood | shitty and kinda numb. ]

ive been feeling like a fat.ugly.cow. lately. not that anyone really needs to know. but yeah. ever feel like every other girl you see is prettier than you? i mean.. EVERY girl. like somehow they are just way more appealing to guys or attractive in general? thats how i feel. i used to think i was somewhat pretty. but not now. oh well. i guess thats life.

surgical procedure thing tomorrow at 730am. id much rather be going to work.

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[10 Oct 2006|11:04pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

there she stood,
on that old bridge above the icy river, keys in hand, tears running down her face,
eyelashes glued together in wet triangles. “i'm sick,” she cried to herself. “so sick of this.”
she didn't have the energy to let another tear fall
or whisper one more word.
instead, she just let it all go:
his jacket, his old letters,
the photograph of him embracing her. gone. and it may seem crazy,
but after she watched it sink past the blue of the water,
she turned and wiped her eyes,
got into the car, and left,
promising herself she would never come back.
and you know what?
she never did.

:-D i love this.

i've been thinking about how much happier ive been since the asshole hasnt been in my life. gosh, its amazing.

1 cow // crossed the road

[08 Oct 2006|03:58pm]
[ mood | okay ]

i found out today that my little sister has the same health problem that i do. i cant spell it, though. but yeah.. i just find it weird that we both have it. i wonder if its hereditary. meh.

thats about all i have to say... umm.. target run! WOO!

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[04 Oct 2006|12:04am]
[ mood | happy ]

it feels good to hang out with people who make me smile so much. tonight was freaking amazing.

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[02 Oct 2006|05:10pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

i dont hafta get cut open anymore! instead.. now theyre just gonna shove a camera up my pee hole and then do something to my bladder. i dunno how theyre gonna manage that.. but at least theyre not slicing me up. sweet. i do still hafta get anastesia, though. im not too thrilled about that.

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[28 Sep 2006|01:29pm]
[ mood | excited ]

i got a job making $10.30 an hour! and the guy said because i have no scheduling conflicts as of right now, that ill be getting lots of hours. that seriously took a huge weight off my shoulders. now as soon as i get this surgery crap over with and figure out what im doing about school... ill be fine and dandy.


2 cows // crossed the road

doctor. [26 Sep 2006|07:42pm]
[ mood | okay ]

so, i went to the specialist doctor today. he put me on new medicine and scheduled me to have some procedure done where i have to be cut open so they can use a camera inside and stretch something or what not. i dunno.. but i really dont like the sound of that. oh goodness.

not much else is new. life is kinda boring these days.

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[24 Sep 2006|09:52pm]
[ mood | sick ]

you know, i was thinking. i havent gone more than a week without talking to jon since i have known him... which has been about 6 years now. i miss him like crazy. gosh. he always knows how to cheer me up and i miss talking to him. december needs to get here.. pronto!

on another note, ive still been pretty sick. thursday night i was in lots of pain.. and it has continued since. today was probably the worst in a long time.. but im feeling betterish now. meh. doctor on tuesday.. i cant wait! :)

i believe im gonna go clean my room.

oh.. and brion... I MISS YOU! i havent talked to you in years.

2 cows // crossed the road

bleehhhhhhh. [13 Sep 2006|11:05pm]
[ mood | sick ]

i feel like i just got hit by a truck or something. right now, im thrilled that im home rather than still at school because it would suck feeling this sick and not having my own bed or what not.

so.. im about to go to sleep, even though ive pretty much been lying around all day anyway. it seems a few more doctor visits are in my near future.

3 cows // crossed the road

home again. [13 Sep 2006|12:52pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

so, i got home yesterday about 4pm. it still hasnt really set in yet. i think im deciding to work two jobs for the rest of this semester because my family has been having financial problems...and then start school again in the spring. im still in the process of figuring it all out.

this is so stressful.

4 cows // crossed the road

its official [11 Sep 2006|01:47pm]
[ mood | i dunno. ]

so, after much debating..mom and i came to a conclusion.. and she decided to withdraw me from clarion because of health reasons and me apparently needing to be closer to the doctor who knows about the situation (who is at home). so, i come home tomorrow... and then i will be figuring out where to go from there with mom when i get home. i enjoy it here.. but, i guess this is for the best since i feel pretty crappy about 50% of the time. meh.

in the words of my best friend molly: "things will work out, i promise"

thats all i have to say on the subject.

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today was much better [10 Sep 2006|01:16am]
[ mood | okay ]

today at 3, we had the "freshman theatre picnic" which actually.. wasnt just freshman but probably a good third of the theatre majors/minors. it was pretty fun until it started pouring because then it got really cold. but yeah.. i met a bunch of new people and it kicked ass. so umm.. around 7, we came back to givan, watched family guy in my friend danielle's dorm with chris (it was his birthday), tj, austin, sten, and some sean kid that i never met before. so then marky mark texted me and invited me, austin, and sten (the three theatre majors of the bunch) to go to the theatre house for a party. so, of course.. we went and had a fun time. we only stayed until about 1130 though.. but, still.. it was fun.

im exhausted. but, all in all... i didnt have a horrible day like i did yesterday, so i feel better. the end and goodnight.

2 cows // crossed the road

i had a horrible day today. [08 Sep 2006|06:11pm]
[ mood | upset ]

and have been wanting to cry since i woke up this morning. have you ever had one of those days where absolutely everything goes badly? yeah... its like that.

so, i took a walk and took pictures of stupid stuff because its better than sitting here all day. okay.. here's the stupid pictures.

meh.Collapse )

5 cows // crossed the road

[13 Jul 2006|10:34am]
[ mood | awake ]

my old email address pretty much locked out so i cant get back into it. so, i made a new one... and its really easy.

ready...? mynameisnette@yahoo.com

now, i want you kids to leave your email addresses here or email them to me so i have yours since they were all saved under my old account. k?

loveeee you!

4 cows // crossed the road

[12 Jul 2006|12:50pm]
hi kiddos! miss you!
1 cow // crossed the road

hehe. [08 Jun 2006|10:41pm]
[ mood | "night, kiddo." ]

tonight was super amazing. :-D

i went to best buy to meet maine at 5 and then we went and got her some chinese food. then, nick met us at 6 and we drove around in his scary car for a bit. then we all went to see the omen. i hated it.. but it was still lots of fun...heh. now i smell like boy. but, i dont care cause hes super adorable. ::big smile::

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umm... [01 Jun 2006|04:11pm]
[ mood | excited ]

our prom is definitely in less than 3 hours.

and our graduation is in less than 3 days.

time sure flies.

1 cow // crossed the road

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